creep.):
I just realised I have like a french petit test tomorrow.
AUGH. But at least it's just like a 20mins one so it can't be too hard but still.
I really don't want to die.
HAHA.
But yeah. grah it's so annoying how everything clashes
I have a dumb enrichment slot tmr for like library orientation?!
How's that even neccessary.
Like srsly.
It's not neccessary AT ALL.
Plus im still wayy back on theatre homework, like srsly
I HAVE HOW MANY UNDONE JOURNALS.
I need to go BUY journals actually. augh
Yeah and like the whole performance thing and t&c research. augh.
Plus im STILL not done with math and science
ANNNDDD arc journalling.
But that's not so urgent.
Plus, i refuse to write in my arc journal till i get my black pen.
im so annoyed by how my refill turned out TOTALLY wrong):
This is such a groan worthy post.
Gah im sorry to write such a sad post after being inactive for like forever):

Oh and did I mention I'm totally behind time on my wattpad update?
yeah.

xo. (I guess)
Rachel<3

omigosh.
I've totally been slugging away this holiday):
meh.
OKAY.
im gonna make a list of what i have to do here.
oh pfft.  i got distracted.
KAY IM BACK.
so.
Reflection
Lit reflection
Lit reading thing
Chinese si han
Chinese gong han
omigosh i forgot the format for both. meh.
augh yeah so that's what i have left):
TIME TO BE HARDWORKING AND FINISH IT ALL UP.
HARDWORKING! :D
AHHAHA(:
meh.
bye.
xoxo,
Rachel<3

You know, I feel like such a ... pig this holiday.
I dont know.
Like I'm just rotting away in front of the com.
And I just attempted writing a poem about the holidays but it's so... dumb so im not putting it up here.

On the OTHER hand....I've found my kindergarten and nursery friends! :D
Not ALL d'oh but well a couple(:
And I'm still in denial about how VALARIE was my nursery friend. srsly. ohemgeee ahhaha xD
yeah so basically...
I've found Val and Ellson from nursery and HongXin (and possibly YiXuan) from uhh mavis(:
And Mavis, if you're reading this...I meant my kindergarten not you(:
hahaha it'd be so cool if we had like some nursery class gathering! xD
ahahha :D
ahh i wish i could find Eliana...but i have NO IDEA what's her surname and neither do I even have a picture of her.
not one.
snif. ahhaha xD
yeahh but it's sad):

haha yeahh and dreams ARE the most curious of places...
indeed.
I have the weirdest dreams....it's a good thing dreams don't come true sometimes...
ahahah
but yet some dreams are so sweet
you'd be delighted for them to materialize...
I guess that's how life works...
you can't have the best of both worlds...

hahaha so many dotss
POLKA DOTS :D
ahahha
ttyl I gtgn

xoxo,
RACHEL<3

OHMYGOOSEE.
I'm getting my marks back TOMORROWWW(:
I'm half anticipating it, half DREADING IT xD

hahah i alr got back my practical.....70%...
I GUESS it's okay but i DO wish i'd done better):
OH WELL. THERE'S ALWAYS NEXT YEAR :D
ahahaha yeah and i got back my craft portfoliooo :D TENNN(:
hahahhaha :D

ahh im too tired...will post more tmr.
I hope i do okay... :D

xoxo,
Rachel<3

AHHAHAHA YES.
I'm DESPERATELY trying to REVIVEEE my blog now(:
HAHAHHA :D

OHOH we had photo-taking today(:
HAHHAHA I think I'll look SOSO DUMB in the fun pic xDDD
Alysha and I did our SPAZZZZ FACES HAHAHHAHA
hahhahaha im GLAD i only cut my hair AFTER photo taking though AHHAH

My hair.
IS.
ODDD NOW.
ahhahahah it's KINDA COOL.
but kinda odd. xD
like when i let it DOWWNNNN :D
OH WELL.
It has TWO MONTHS to groww
hahahhah cos i dont wanna look SILLY in my hol picturess.
I REALISED SMTH.
EVERY. SINGLE
TIME
I GO
ON HOL.
I CUT MY HAIR.
so.
ialwayshaveshorthairinholidaypictures.
rawr.
hahahahha

wheee I'm talking to Chi Hui and Alysha now(:
hahha it's AMAZING how Chi Hui and I seldom talk but when we do it's still pretty natural :D
CHILDHOOD AMAZINGNESS hahahahhah righttt?
hahahha TAG MY BLOG Chi Hui(:
hahah(:

OHMYLALALA xD
hahahhaha i think. I'm kinda high now.
yeah.
Hahhaha okay IM DONEEE(:

xoxo,
Rachel<3

HI WORLD.

hahaha I seriously doubt anybody ACTUALLY reads anything here xDDD
hahaah yeah especially since I haven't posted in like what. FOREVER?(;

YEP.
ANYWAY.
UPDATES.
EOYS ARE OVERRRR :D
I'm so happyyy
Well okay not as much NOW but when they JUST ended I was! :D
ughhhhh 3 more days till we get back our papers...I'm half looking forward to it, half dreading it ><
sheesh.
I wish they would just GIVE THEM BACK ALREADY though xD
hahah yeah I mean I just want to get over with it(:

OH. AND I UPDATED MY BLOGSKINNN :D
I really like it now(:
Don't youuuu?
SAY YES AND NOBODY GETS HURT.
yes?
YES. GOOD.
ahhahaha that was so lame xD

Hahahha OH AND GUESS WHO MADE YUMMY PANCAKES T'DAY? :D
I think I made like what.
30 MINI PANCAKES.
HA. BEAT THATTTT xD
ahahah just kidding(:

I can't wait to do the adventure thing.
I SWEAR THIS TIME.
I WILL DO EVERYTHING POSSIBLE.
EVEN IF IM SCARED.
I WILL DO ITTT
hahahahhaha
after all
I've already done everything we're going to do
Just all at the intermediate height
NOTHING'S GONNA STOP ME xD
hahahahah but one thing
I KNOW im not ready for
Is that super high parajump thing at the sentosa megazip place xD
I ALR DID A PARAJUMP ONCE.
And I think my heart jumped too xDDDD
HAHAH yeah :D
But I WILL do that IN MY LIFEE.
And I will do the ziplineeee thing before the end of this yearr!
:D
You know
Everyone out there
Who's scared of heights
It's actually normal.
Everyone is scared of heights
To a certain extent.
I don't deny
That I'm slightly afraid of them too.
But you see
The only reason
Why we're afraid of heights
Is because
We know
That if we are in the air
Without anything
But ourselves
To rely on
We're just gonna fall.
To our deaths.
Which is why
You will not see
Any birds who are scared of heights.
For they know.
They are safe
Held up by their wings
An attatched parachute
They will not fall
So you just have to have faith
Faith in what's holding you there
Faith in the equipment
Faith that you're safe(:
SO HAVE FAITH Y'ALL(:

xoxo,
Rachel<3

Omigosh...I haven't posted in like what... forever?
ANYWAY. I'm supposed to be doing my french homework now  but I'm SO dehydrated I can't seem to concentrate...
So I'm just waiting for the water to...uhm.. take effect? xDD
I don't even know what to post about but I just have the urge to post xD

Sigh EOYS are like in one month.
I SERIOUSLY need to start STUDYING.
Idk what is wrong with me... I just keep procrastinating):
LIKE NOW. sigh.

Idk I think we're getting our lit,arc you know, everything back on monday.
And I'm kinda scared.
I don't know why
I don't think I studied enough
I'm so disappointed with myself...
WHY CAN'T I JUST FOR ONCE CONCENTRATE?
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
I kinda hate the computer.
With it around I JUST CAN'T CONCENTRATE
It isn't actually the computer's fault though..sigh.

I VOW TO STAY OFF FACEBOOK TILL AFTER EOYS.
If I really want to check anything, I GIVE MYSELF half an hour.
HALF. NO MORE.
I wish I stuck with it that time I managed to kinda get off facebook):

If in half an hour I'm not done with my french, I'm just going to get off the computer and do smth else.
Yeah.
I have ENOUGH of being a procrastinator.

xoxo,
Rachel<3